Back At It

I'm officially in a funk.  Maybe it's because I'm not signed up for any races at the moment and don't have that goal to look forward to.  Or could it be because I'm getting divorced?  Whatever it is, I had no desire to get out for a long run over the weekend.  Really, the only reason I got out today was to do more scouting and I was forced to do some running.  The hunt ends tomorrow so who knows what I'll use to motivate myself after that's over.

Normally I don't rant about my personal life here, but it's taking it's toll on me at the moment.  Just gotta figure out a way to get through December then the new year should kick me in the pants and get me going again.

I'm taking a hiatus from running for an indefinite amount of time since it will do me no good until I get my head straight again.  Never thought having some finality in my marriage would screw me up so much, but it has.  I'm looking forward to having some downtime to process everything and having no expectations as far as running is concerned.  I'm convinced that once I'm back I'll be better than ever.  Who am I kidding though?  I'll probably be out tomorrow roaming the mountains somewhere just out of pure boredom.